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Aug. 4th, 2007 02:58 pmwell this is going to be a garbled mess because i'm in an internet cafe so i want to be as quick as possible. i'm staying at tonys and mooching round southampton and its a kind of comming home, its so nice to come back to my parent people (rosie was all like WHAT IS THAT THING THROUGH YOUR NOSE? and jack was like shush shes a grown up now and rose was But we're one of her parents we have to look after her!) but being herre with these people who remember us crazy and broken and lost reminds me how far wev'e come reminds me that we should be damn proud of ourselve for turning into a coherent (if somewhat peculiar) human being, with like an education and adequate social skills.
And they are so proud of me, so pleased for me that i got where i wanted to be, and they are really made up about me getting married, and it reminds me of my life goes pear shaped i do have people who will scoop me up and look after me even if they are two hours away most of the time. and god they are all so pleased to see me. its so nice. so anyway i had a cup of tea with J on wednesday then i saw j and r on friday. Im going to their house on monday night and they are dropping me at vics tuesday morning. obviously Ive been spending tome with tony, we might go to the cinema sometime to. his son is 18 months now and god he is beatifull, usualy i think little people are just odd looking but he is really beutiful.
Stray is just chilling, she likes being at tonys house because she feels she can realx there and i think its good for her after the flashbacky period she has been through. Its actualy nice not to be glued to the computer as well. just been doing a lot of thinking and reading. I am readint the worlds most depressing book at the moment. its called Selling olga: stories of human trafficing and resistance. Its harsh and heavy and sad but i feel I need to read it because the feminist group want to do some campaigns and stuff around traficking and we dont really know much about it. I'm trying to keep it out of strays brainspace as well though cos she doesnt really want to engage with stuff like that right now.
it is a really good usefull book it flaggs up a whole bunch of stuff that i would never have thought of.
And they are so proud of me, so pleased for me that i got where i wanted to be, and they are really made up about me getting married, and it reminds me of my life goes pear shaped i do have people who will scoop me up and look after me even if they are two hours away most of the time. and god they are all so pleased to see me. its so nice. so anyway i had a cup of tea with J on wednesday then i saw j and r on friday. Im going to their house on monday night and they are dropping me at vics tuesday morning. obviously Ive been spending tome with tony, we might go to the cinema sometime to. his son is 18 months now and god he is beatifull, usualy i think little people are just odd looking but he is really beutiful.
Stray is just chilling, she likes being at tonys house because she feels she can realx there and i think its good for her after the flashbacky period she has been through. Its actualy nice not to be glued to the computer as well. just been doing a lot of thinking and reading. I am readint the worlds most depressing book at the moment. its called Selling olga: stories of human trafficing and resistance. Its harsh and heavy and sad but i feel I need to read it because the feminist group want to do some campaigns and stuff around traficking and we dont really know much about it. I'm trying to keep it out of strays brainspace as well though cos she doesnt really want to engage with stuff like that right now.
it is a really good usefull book it flaggs up a whole bunch of stuff that i would never have thought of.